i wanna kitty....

Suddenly i felt like wanting another kitty... let it be a street cat or wutever.. i wanna kitty...!!

Boring Genting Trip...

Last weekend i went to Genting wif my younger bro. Despite of being sick (fever n flu), i forced myself to go coz d room's free (thanks to std chrted credcard ;p) n it was my bro's school holiday...so wat d heck.itz been quite a long time I've gone for all d crazy fun rides...

by d time we reached there, it was damn cold n cloudy... so we decided to hang around in d indoor themepark before checking-in (3pm). me n my bro spent alot of money on playing d shooting game thingy. we were challenging each other 2get d best score.n must i say, although im good at it (chewah berlagak).. i hv 2 mengalah to my bro.. hehehehe :p if not, nanti dia xpuas hati n will start tantrum on me....i know him very well..

then we go jalan2 n shop a few things for souveniers...not long after dat both of us went to the hawker cafe (cant remember d name) n had our lunch there. food was nice..but dang it was expensivo.. now i know how my parents felt when they brought d family up here long time ago.. ($$$ habis ooo..) but,when ur hungry..u dont care bout how much d food costs... n surprisingly, i think every 30mins both of us got hungry.. i dont know y..?? is it bcos it was cold? so we kept on buying snacks while exploring d place..

After checking-in (oh ya, forgot to mention it was First World), we went to the room first to freshen-up...but my bro immediately dozed off, too tired of eating i guess..hehe ;p I dont think u wanna know how d room looks like. it was free for sure..so i didnt expect anything more...d view outside is another slab of wall n other rooms of course. so u dun wanna open ur curtains n let d whole world cu inside ur room...

later in d evening we decided to go out to d outdoor theme-park... first ride was d pirate ship. it was great,but boring for me. i want more thrill..! but at d time we were juz about to line up for another ride (the spaceshot - the best ride in d park!), it rained! heavily..! waa.. so both of us ran inside d small cafe next to d kids bumper rides. I was so frustrated n hoped d rain to stop. when it did..most of d rides are closed. boohoo..~ so we went inside again, n went for d non thrilling games n shop.




i was so frustrated n felt wasted my money on the outdoor pass.. until..we went to the bumcity shop n saw d cutest thing ever... cat paws!! it was so cute i bought 2 of em..hehe.. u can actually wear it like a puppet-thingy. aside from buying dat i did bought some cool tshirts there...






d next day, we woke up at 11am.. n had 2check out at 12.. we rushed like hell n by d time we were at d counters, my bro was gasping for air. poor him... we cant stay long to continue our rides coz there's a wedding we have to attend at 4pm. So we went back straight...

So there u go...my last weekend was a "blast"....uhuh ya... d next working day i came late to work n was so sick dat my face looks like a zombie.. hehe padan muka!

Missing my babycat Miko...

God, i really2 miss my babycat Miko, he died last month...huhu :( Luckily i have videos n photos of him. Everytime i watched one of d videos, i felt like crying. yes, im a very emotional person...! This is one of the videos i posted in youtube.... Miko's d one in pale orange.. miss u my baby miko... :(

25years old... a new beginning?

Hurm... I'm 25 years and 5days old now and the title above doesn't mean anything to me. y? i dunno.. i'm still the same, still working at d same place, not married, still doing d same stuff..overall, no new beginning... sumer bende same jer..

So it was my birthday on the 1st of this month, and it's a booorinnnngg one. maybe because's i'm too old to celebrate my bday? or maybe i had high expectations? i really can't answer dat question. But somehow ade la terasa kecik hati sket. cos every year mesti ade something like family dinner,or etc. dis year i got 2cards from mom n dad. dad gave me rm100..which can cover my tolls n fuel allowances for like, a week and a half. i treated myself with a dinner (chilli's tue) n movie (jumper - i want be like one!) the night before.but that doesn't count! Lain la if org lain yg blanje kan. Others, i received sms wishes from siblings n frens..which became lesser compared to past years...

(cough*) From my bf? it's so surprising..u won't believe what i got from him.....! I'm not complaining and not saying that i don't appreciate it..i really2 appreciate it,but it was d least i expected it to be. As a couple, for 2years..you should know what your partner likes and dislikes rite? and most important, as a guy..u MUST know what to get a girl for her bday present. paling kurang pun a nice card, or small teddy, keychain, a poem,a song, or even street cat pun okay.. But what i got is.... a lamp. yes, a LAMP. it's like a sarawakian antique lamp. It's nice but there's no bulb, and d shade is too small and kept on falling from its place. i asked him why he bought me this, he said, "bukan present is something yg useful ker?". my answer - a short silence with a little smirk. Okaaaayyy.. but don't you think it's sooo x sesuai with the bday theme?

somehow, i felt sad and terasa..i dunno y? (u can't control ur feelings okay) i terasa sgt2 cos is this how u think im worth of? dont i deserve something special? (for my bday for God's sake!) not materialwise okay...there's so much options to give n u give me this? am i a friend or your gf? So what do you think? Am i being ungrateful? i dont think so. I'm just dissapointed, i cant take away this feeling. all this time i've been showering him with gifts (bukan nk ungkit,but it's a fact). Or maybe, he just nak balas dendam from his bday present last year? i gave him a controlled emoticon display thingy, which is very2 cool if you put it in your car, or anywhere else la. Guys supposed to like techie n gadget stuffs right.. and it's new (and layak to be called a 'gift'). even i myself like to have one,but it's expensive...cant afford to buy for myself..what i mean is, i dunwan him to give me expensive stuffs...

i juz want him to know wat i am to him..what im worth to him, juz want him to gv smthing more meaningful n suitable for bday..instead of buying a lamp, u can juz buy a pillow or write a song,or anything.. hmmm... arrgh i'm being stressed out for one small matter. but, i cant help this feeling of frustrated n dissapointed.. help me~ :(