APPLE OF MY EYE...

ALYA NUR + ARIF ISKANDAR

awwww just look at them... :)

niece alya nur & nephew arif iskandar

Me Likey.. TAKE UR TIME by South Jordan

Aha segment ME LIKEY kembali..hehe.. to those xtau ni segment per.. 'ME LIKEY' ni untuk lagu2 baru yg i suke.. yg mcm kuar kat radio byk kali n then it got stuck in my head n then i start to like d song...yeah u know wat im talking about..


if ikutkan byk jer songs yg i like which got stuck in head.... tp ikut mood ler nk post ke x..ikut mood n kerajinan utk mencari video lagu n all...


so today.. is 1 song i slalu dgr from XFRESH.FM. i was seriously separuh mati thot dis is song is local.. so i mcm 'wwOOooww' dis boy is great.. another aizat in d coming.. since xfresh.fm smtimes x inform who's d singer, or mayb i yg pekak..(cos lgpun d only i listen to radio is mornin to work n evening back from work) i pun tercari2 la dis song..(today je la rajin, last 2 weeks malas giler).

senang jer carik in youtube, n then when i found it.. LOORRRR frm states rupenyer..! d band is called SOUTH JORDAN n they're white kids..wow renee ur soOOoo kelever laaaah.. -_- (clinching my teeth) dangs i really want to believe they're are frm a local band..n come to think of it...i tot XFRESH FM support locals music only..?? . . . . .
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ANYWAAAAYYYYYSS.......

luckily i suke dis song..hmmph.. i think d lyrics r kinda cute.. wif all d butterflies in d stomach n all dat.. aww isnt dat schweeet.. hehe.. but i dont fully understand d lyris... take ur time for wat actually? like d relationship is too fast?? or take ur time to miss d guy? anyone??

SOUTH JORDAN-TAKE YOUR TIME

We're walking alone and you squeeze my hand
As I'm looking at you I can hardly stand
That smile gives me butterflies
How in the world did this dream come true
You're freezing me up on the third of June
You better not say goodbye

Look in your eyes and I catch my breath
No sudden moves for the fear of loss
Glimpse in the mirror and it seems so right

I say take your time with me my baby
Your touch is mine to miss
And I said take your time with me my baby
I'm holding out for this

I say I need this
You know you want this

You're falling asleep as I look ahead
The starry night that we've had
I think I'll stay so still
I'll be the one to guide you
To give you warmth beneath this moon
I'll be the one just waiting when you wake for when you wake

Look in your eyes and I catch my breath
No sudden moves for fear of loss
Glimpse in the mirror and it seems so right

I say take your time with me my baby
Your touch is mine to miss
And I said take your time with me my baby
I'm holding out for this

I say I need this
You know you want this

We're walking alone and you squeeze my hand
As I'm looking at you I can hardly stand
That smile gives me butterflies

Look in your eyes and I catch my breath
No sudden moves for the fear of loss
Glimpse in the mirror and I know it's right

I say take your time with me my baby
Your touch is mine to miss
And I said take your time with me my baby
I'm holding out for this

I say I need this
You know you want this

I say I need this
You want this

ENJOY! :)

WEDDINGS, WEDDINGS, WEDDINGS....

Argh lamanyer x update.. mcm xtau nk tulis hape.. huhu.. i've been posting weird stuffs lately n macam mysterious plak kan...mesti rase mcm pelik jer.. haha cian u all mcm clueless..

ok la now i hv smthing to write about.. starting wif my sis.. she's getting married this year, mayb after raya.. yeah i know quite last minute, cos normally ppl nak prepare 1year n blabla.. but she'll manage it.she's d independant type n wants to prepare everything on her own..

2nd, my buddy from semesta (my skool) is getting married this weekend. rafidah d uber-perfect girl from semesta.. very popular at skool, gorgeous, slim, tall, genius, top student, athlete, prefect, everything lah.. all packaged in one.. i actually missed a lot of weddings(ex semesta frens), so i'll make sure i wont miss dis one.. she's one of my best buddies (mase skool dulu ler)... n kinda miss her lar..n oso my other frens too, namo,jar,kakchik,nazilah,arnie,yaya,normy,matun,etc..etc..ramai lar.. i hope they'll come too.. nanti macam reunion plak..i hope i wont cry..haha ;p

TEDDYCAT :)

my teddycat :)

nitey nite..!

not feeling kinda well, batuk teruk, sakit dada.. nak tido, tp xleh tido.. so...

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Hmm so happy... why eh.. WHY..?? kejap2 tersenyum sorang.. kejap2 tersengih sorang.. wargh mcm nk gile.. yesterday was like (sunday), one of d happiest day i ever had for quite some time.. feeling tu macam,lalalalaaaaaa..... ;p

dis is my stupid weirdo 2days emo-diary.. (sorry if xphm..meant for me only..hahahaha ;p )


SATURDAY
morning - moody
afternoon - normal
afternoon - happy
afternoon - sorry / worried / scared
evening - headache/bad cough/mcm nk demam/zzz
night - zzzzz/terkejut/kesian/hungry
late night - normal
late2 night - surprised, macam x caya, is dis happening???, happy, excited, crazy, super excited! SUPER DUPER EXCITED LIKE CRAZY..!!


SUNDAY
morning - stomach ache due period,worried, excited, dunwan to go, really self concious, dunno wat to wear!!
morning - stressed, rushing, excited
afternoon - stressed, rushing, excited! nervous! drive car like drag racer
afternoon - looking for carpark, stressed, nervous, sweaty hands, happy! excited! alamak tertinggal kasut..!!
afternoon - nervous! cant breath! nak lari! excited! shy2... huhu
afternoon - empty stomach but so weird not hungry, smile, shy2, nervous, happy
noon - shy2, happyyyyyyyyyyyyyy, watch movie,happpyyyyy
noon - shy2 a bit, smile, smile,smile,happyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
evening - smile, smile,smile,happpyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
night - smile, smile,smile,flattered, geram,HAPPYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
late night - flattered, geram, smileeeeeeeee, HAAAAAAPPPPPPYYYYYYYYYYYY LIKE CRAZYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY


*mase sampai umah
my bro alias : merni hows ur day..
me : hehe biase jer
my bro alias : yeah riteeeeeeeeee... omg u have dat smirk!
me : mane der, dah u smile i smile la..
my bro alias : c'mon citer la, citer la...ni lain ni, dah le kuar ngan guy yg u .... if i can tell my story, y cant u.. c'mon laa...
me : ye laah....blabla (citer sket jer)...
my bro alias : OMG ur smiling non stop when ur telling me all dis.. ur glowing..! pakai make up eh..
me : wey xpakai la...
my bro alias : ur glowing...!
me : pape je la.. *senyum kambing*.. tgk ni youtube lawak giler (nk
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SERIOUSLY CANNOT EXPLAIN HOW I FEEL...never felt dis for quite some time..
i dunno how ehem ehem feels about it, mayb dia da biase kan.ye la ramai peminat, jejaka idaman malaya..haha ;p but i duncare cos i like dis feeling in me..hehe.. syok sendiri pun, syok sendiri la.. perasan sorang2 pun prasan sorang2 la.. tepuk sblah tgn pun, tepuk je la seblah tgn.. hahahaha...gilak~

xkisah ler as long, HAPPYYYYYY..


*totally bersemangat utk mengloosekan weight cepat2..huhu

I LOVE ART..!!

Many people dunno about me... cos i didnt tell them lah.. hehehe.. 1 huge thing dat i love (besides cats) is ART... I LOVE ART..!!!!!! and anything which has got to do wif artystuffs. dats y smtimes i'll juz post random pics of arts....some taken from online galleries (if got name i credit la kan), some taken randomly from anonymous people, n some are from me.. hehe :">

again, I LOVE ART......!!!!!

yeaayyyy...

yeayyyy... tetibe kegembiraan yg sgt2... :) huhu....

IF ONLY.....

iF ONLY....

KEJE TUKANG SAPU LAGI BEST LAH.....!!

TUKANG SAPU PROFESSIONAL

TUKANG SAPU BEGINNER (KIRA NOOB LA... HAHA)

No need to explain.... tgk title dah tau camaner prasaan yg tgh membuak2 nie... kan?kannn??

sometimes u feel like u rather work smwhere else to be happy n have a peaceful life...u hate d person so much u feel like bashing dat person n put d place on fire.. but, cant just ikutkan feelings aje..kene pikir gak..nk carik keje, apply, interview, probation, bla, bla, bla... so, sumer tu juz remains in my head...

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i had a funny conversation wif a fren* thru sms... ( uik naper ade * eh? ;p )

earlier on i geram sgt kat office, so i letak my status as per this post's title...tapi after dat mcm ala2 lupa la kan..thinking nobody take notice sgt kan...

so malam tu,both of us sms borak2 bende biase dulu...x ingat sgt.. n sambil sms n borak tu, i tgh lepak wif bro kat sblah in my room..

fren's sms > hah tau takpe hahahahahaha hei 1.30 da ni x nak tido ke. Sok nak g interview kan keje tukang sapu ek? hehehe :p

mase i bace d msg tu, my reaction? HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.............
i laughed, laughed, and laughed smpai sakit perut n blakang.. sampai tersedak batuk kaw2 punye... to me it was so funny mmg xthn..mcm xsangka dia bleh plak ingat my status tu.. siap macam perli la katakan.. my bro yg duk sblah tu, "woah merni gelak giler tgk da batuk.."

adoyai...apsal la awak ni kelakar sgt wahai fren*....? membuat ku.... ;p after i reply dia (xingat da delete sent msgs). dia pun bagi motivation dia yg sgt bermotivated tu.... ;p

so kesimpulan dia.. marilah kita beramai2 keje tukang sapu demi kebaikan dan kebersihan malaysia.. tgk ni da tgh stress ckp pun merapu... haha ;p

CREAM OR BLACK??

NO, im not talking bout coffee... hehe.. tapi jap, kalau org ckp pasal coffee.. normal like this kan? "you want your coffee black? or wif sugar n cream?" haa.. so confirm xde kaitan.. (uh oh ape i ngarut ni..??)

Ok.stop.batuk jap... ;p

Wat i really wanted to story2 is..... i was thinking nk beli kebaya, ade la kat dis reliable online shop. n d kebayas there are to die for...! and bile u checkout her kebayas, confirm demam n termimpi2 kan d kebayas..haha.. im not even a kebaya fan, n suddenly macam teringin plak nk pakai since dis year byk tul wedding n events..huhu. dia siap ade kebayas for sizes from S-XXXXXXL!!! SERIOUS SHEEP.. ;p

and now she's having a 3 day mini sale.. n i suke sgt these 2 kebayas.. but confuse xtau mane nk pilih.. for me both nice, but disebabkan nk budget.. i hv to choose one..

BLACK KEBAYA
-BLACK mmg classic
-can make me look slimmer ;p
-low profile (ye la kalau pakai merah kang, sumer nk tegur..xsanggup youuu~)
-d manik n labuci nmpak simple
-elegant
-bleh pakai in any function
-senang nk carik shoes yg sesuai, black of course
-d kain design nice...yg zigzag tu mcm ade slimming effect (yg tu penting wooo..haha ;p)
-orang yg pakai mesti nmpak vogue

CREAM KEBAYA
-Sweet colour
-Clean look
-Kerawang2 dia nice lar..i like
-Cream n yellow makes my skin glow.. auw! (perasan jap ;p)
- x banyak org pakai cream coloured kebaya (i think?)
-org yg pakai mesti nmpak schweeeet :">
-ni pun senang nk carik shoes yg sesuai.. can wear wif cream,brown or black
-n dis one mcm ala2 kebaya nyonya gitu..cos light coloured kan, so ala2 jarang sket.. ;p

WHICH ONE TO CHOOSE....?????!!!!

WHAT IS THIS FEELING..???

What is dis feeling dat im having...??! it's killing me....help...

MY FIRST NOSEBLEED...!!

Okay guys dis might be SUPER GROSS and DISGUSTING.. but i just have to show my FIRST NOSEBLEED..

It happened kat office while stressing doing my work.. and i PANICKED like hell.. d blood x keluar gushing like a pipe.. it juz suddenly jer ngalir,ala mcm idung berair la.. d only thing i know is to dongak my kepala 4 a while... n bile dah kurang sket i went to d clinic n d nice doctor said my blood capillary thingy ruptured or something... dis might due to the hot weather (PUTRAJAYA IS DAMN HOTTTT) and i am kinda SICK from last week.. as long i x pitam or anything so itz not dat serious.. i think.....

ew...

ala dlm camera xnmpak sgt blood stain kat idung tu..

more blood..

xnmpak byk la plak after dah dongak kepala lama2...

PREPARATION FOR TUNANG - for my bro

Huhu i stayed up d whole nite last nite... cos nk siapkan my bro's hantaran for tunang... actually ikutkan xbyk kene wat.. but saje taking my sweet time....buat keje n chat kat ym..gayut2 n then wat keje balik..hehe.. cos d next day pun public holiday kan.. BUT, biase la ade jer mulut2 yg xsabo kan, asyik2 tanye, TAK SIAPP LAGII....?? argh so freakin annoying... ANYWAAAYY......sorry tertukar topic plaks..huhu. D theme colour is RED + WHITE.... so ntah ler ok ke x...cos i campur few types of red.... I got a name for it... i call d hantaran theme....
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ROMANTIKA...

SHUT THE EFF UP AND GO AWAY... PLEASE....

AAARRRR................!!!!

juz illusion pic.. not me..

Lately i've been so angry and pissy at all times.. I dunno y i get annoyed sooo easily.. especially with people around me.. NO I'M NOT PREGNANT or having PMS...


I get annoyed with noisy people and people who can't seem to stop yapping and nagging... Im annoyed wif people who cant stop talking.. they make my head hurts.. i feel like kicking their ass or put a pillow against their freakin face..


IN OFFICE : Normally i wud be the only one in office, my other 2 colleagues slalu menghilangkan diri for "sales" outing.... i repeat "sales" with my both hands doing d ".." gesture... and when both are here, OMFG they are SOO DAMN NOISY..SOO DAMN KECOH... i cannot CONCENTRATE MY WORK, i cannot DO MY WORK.. i cannot hear anything when im answering calls.. they wud borak2, bising, sakat menyakat, lawak2 loyar buruk, n then argue2, wid each other.. i dunno y they're like SO NYARING n BERTEMPIK.. (i dunno whether if dats a word).. dah la office kecik (new branch office in putrajaya)....

yesterday they TRIGGERED MY FREAKIN MIGRAINE, i had to go out from d office cos my head's STARTING TO FREAKIN HURT.... i wish i can say to them.. "SHUT D EFFING HELL UP AND GO AWAY..!!"

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but i didn't..it was all in my head....
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AT HOME : Malas nk explain.. but small things really buat i feel so annoyed.. sometimes i juz want to rest and biar all other stuffs ketepi dulu.. BUT NooOOOOOOooo... ade je org yg akan nag n bising x bagi can.. ok hear me please, IM LIKE NOT IN MY COMFORT ZONE, n IM FREAKIN TIRED, i wanna DO MY STUFF FIRST, I WANT TO BE ALONE... THERE'S NO SPACE IN D HOUSE SO CAN I CLEAN UP or DO ALL DAT LATER...DONT RUSH ME TO DO THE CLEANUP, HANTARAN OR WATSOEVER..I OLEDI PLANNED IT ALL.... please.. hehe ade please ok..

AND I FREAKIN HATE when people tells a story about ME to FREAKIN EVERYONE.. watever funny event or anything la, DAT PERSON JUZ HAD TO TELL EVERYBODY and REPEAT,REPEAT,REPEAT...itz ok la if we had a laugh sekali-dua, but ni byk kali nk bring up d story, n then nak BAGITAU SUMER ORG, BOYFREN ,FRENS,other freakin PEOPLE yang TAK BERKAITAN.. ITZ SO FREAKIN ANNOYING OK.. U JUZ LOVEEE TO EMBARRASS me, RIGHT??? and oso HURT OTHER PEOPLE's feeling. n ur wondering y people always SNAP back at u...

EE PANAS TUL LA HATI NI.. i wish i have a punching bag or a FREAKING XANAX to put away all dis anger... lately i have dis mug face everywhere i go..i looked tired,stressed,angry,masam,annoyed,angry,depressed...masuk office pun mcm ape.. if i smile pun, sorry mayb x ikhlas... huhu..
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Dis is not me, im not a hot tempered person.. im a very patient n normally simpan sendri jer...ye la, i am a sensitive n sometimes emo person, but dis is totally different. Luckily my bro alias n his fren hadi ade sini, atleast they're cool.... AND, my 2 lil angel anak buahs... cair sket hati nie..


Man, i think im gonna be insane or having a mental breakdown.. wats wrong wif me..??? im having mixed negative feelings inside me (angry, cranky, annoyed, depressed, lonely, sometimes empty, sad, etc) and tried to put it away but its getting worse.. itz like im getting sucked into d dark hole or smthing.. whyyyy... i think i must have a CAT.. but family x suke.. SEE!!! HOW ANNOYING IS DAT..????? AAaaaaa.............







p/s : all names are disclosed to avoid any..urm..i dunno..anythin la.. so sape terasa tu.... tolong la yer, please understand me.. tq

COOL GRAPHIC ART - Pseudo Phantasy

Credit to the artist...

Michael Woo (alias visual80)

NICE GILERRR....

Once upon a time in a CYBER CAFE....

This is a god-damn funny experience i had...n kinda weird to say the least (for me). Okay there's this one time i went to a cyber cafe near to my place (last week jer ;p). So tgh lepak main cs wif my bro (Yes i play CS, i will story2 about it later)..n then came this old lady n of all pcs there, she sat beside me...


So at first i xlayan la dia.. mcm xkisah sgt la kan.. n then suddenly, i terperasan she looks to d RIGHT, n then looks to d LEFT... n then, she turned her monitor away, facing to her la... xphm? dia pusingkan monitor tu xnak kasi org nampak..


n then, bila ade org lalu she will get panicky and turned her monitor ke dalam lagi.. so i rase mcm pelik la kan.. i pun mcm turned my head sket la n looked to d left..(more like a quick glance).. n then cepat dia mcm cover and gerak2 her monitor...is she watchin PORN or something..??


I wonder what she was up to.. tp nak buat macamaner xnampak.. huhu.. awal2 dia dah pusingkan her monitor.. ntah ape la.. i macam nak gelak jer tp tahan.. cos nk concentrate main cs.. so i geram sgt, i snap a few of her pics.. u can see d monitor dia pusing gile almost 90%.. hahar..keji2..

SAPE KENAL NYONYA NIE..?? hehe..

"hmm...yeah gay porn" (*rekaan semata2)

very suspicious old lady..

WEDDING RECEPTION @SINGGAHSANA HOTEL (1OAPR09)

WEDDING RECEPTION @SINGGAHSANA HOTEL (1OAPR09)

ok so malas to write much.... wedding nie is actually the sister of my sister's bf.. giler susah nk explain... her hubby is an italian and im so freaking envy..! hehe.. my sis's kinda involved wif d event so im there supposedly to be her helper..

unfortunately i arrived a bit late, so juz tlg2 sket jer ler.. atleast i helped to get d make-up artist (Kak Hana) and my cute photographer fren i kenal from facebook (Mohd Azrul Helmy).. hmm wonder i dpt commission ke x.. huhu...

Anywayyy, i'll just post whatever i have here and post more pics once i have em...

credit to kak hana

credit to kak hana

my sis yanti
credit to kak hana

playin wif d rose petals on d table


playin wif d rose petals on d table..
tot of snapping a pic of a cute white guy named Sander but takut..huhu..i tot d other fren wif him is his bf..dangs..!


yes i know.. biase ler syok sendiri pics....

i wore a black modern kurung..

cam-whoring

aww~

'baju dalam' of d kurung.. perlu ker pose camni? i dunnnoowww..

flowerrrssss...


hangin out in d room..


*fluttering eyelashes*